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I am sooo sick of bouncing between 3 different houses! Really, I am! That's all I did this whole freaking summer! One week BOOM! im at my grams the next few days BOOM im at mom's. A week later BAM, back at grams. A week later BOOM its mom's again and then a days or so later Ka-BAM its off to dad's! I'm fudging sick of it! sick of it all! then when school starts, it usually goes, Boom! im at grams for 2 weeks. then boom! im at moms for a day and a half. Then bam! im at my dads for a day and a half. Bang! Im back at grams and the whole process starts over! im sick of being shipped to different houses like some funking rag doll or something > : | really i am. things were a lot smoother when it was just me going between my mom and my gram! [yeah, my childhood has been screwed up from day 1. dont believe me? the first thing that went wrong was that my uncle commited suicide at age 20 when i wasnt even a year old and a little after that my dad left my life for 10 years and decided to come back -_-. that sent my gram into a depression which she still has to take meds for to this day. i could say more on my screwed up life, but i dont want to. im just blowing off some steam here!] i feel bad and all since i dont see my mom often so thats mostly why i spent so much time with her over the summer and why i got bounced back and forth like crazy, but i cant take it anymore. im glad my summer will be over in 2 or 3 days. its just too much anymore!