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 Posted: Tue Aug 24, 2010 4:02 pm
Why am I so ugly, seriously. Like... It's just disgusting. I'm one of those people that you just don't want to walk by, in case the ugly is contagious.
Ugh, it's just bothersome. Like... I don't usually see myself, so I don't usually CARE. But when I do it's like, "Man, I wanna puke at the sight of my own face, this isn't good."
I was just trying to take a picture of my headphones and was like... just disgusted. My skin's all red from being in the sun for literally 5 minutes (after putting sunscreen on, too). I'm blotchy and spotty and fat and flaky from super dry skin (after using daily, hardcore moisturizer). It's just gross. Like... flat-out nauseating. My hair's all greasy since it's so hot and because (apparently) now that it's shorter, it gets greasier faster. That's annoying.
I dunno. I just had to rant about it, I guess.
And no one give me that whole "I think you're beautiful" bit. That pisses me off so much. Because it's a lie and we both know it and I don't want to hear it. I think I'm more comfortable hating myself, anyway.
*punches self in the gut* Go away, gut, no one likes you or your diseases that make it impossible for you to ever go away.
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Posted: Tue Aug 24, 2010 4:18 pm
]: I don't think you're ugly. >>; [[I know, of course Acey doesn't think so.]]
Of course, I have a very different perception of what ugly is.
In all honesty I think you're extremely cute, especially with your hair short and feathery, and especially when you're smiling, even if it's not a real smile.
And don't forget that me and hopefully the rest of us guildies would still love you dearly no matter how you looked.
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Posted: Tue Aug 24, 2010 4:42 pm
D; sorry if that made you mad... I meant to repeatedly apologize but I just removed it all from my original response >>; I just really think you should know I don't think you're ugly at all in any way. I don't want you to think you're ugly either, cause at least one person(me) doesn't think so. And I'm being extremely honest about it, too.
andIreallydon'thopeyousignedoutbecauseofmeseeminglikealiarjusttryingtomakeyoufeelbettercausethatjustisnothowitis.
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Posted: Tue Aug 24, 2010 10:05 pm
Flower Child Acey D; sorry if that made you mad... I meant to repeatedly apologize but I just removed it all from my original response >>; I just really think you should know I don't think you're ugly at all in any way. I don't want you to think you're ugly either, cause at least one person(me) doesn't think so. And I'm being extremely honest about it, too. andIreallydon'thopeyousignedoutbecauseofmeseeminglikealiarjusttryingtomakeyoufeelbettercausethatjustisnothowitis.
*cough* Even if I were in a bad mood, still, I wouldn't have been mad at you. It's the response I expect, but you put it in a better way than most people v_v I just can't stand it when I'm like "Ugh, I'm ugly" and someone says "I think you're beautiful." .... Actually, I think it's the word beautiful that I don't like. But you didn't use it, so it's all good.
Sorry I signed out on you, though. I kinda just... posted that, stared at my computer, then crawled to my room to take a nap before class >>; I was burning up and tired and it was probably all leading to my "JKABDFLKAJSDFAS"ness. Plus the anxiety that I had another class to go to x-x;
Ikindaagree. I like myself better when I'm smiling. Not because I'm in a good mood when I smile, but because I just look horrendous with my default frown/sullen expression. It's not flattering, but I really don't like going around smiling for no reason, either. Kinda creepy.
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