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Today's gonna SUCK crying

I'm a stupid pushover who made plans with someone I really should not have made plans with but did so because I 'miss her' apparently >>
So yeah.. s'all my fault and I know that.. I'm just not looking forward to today's events at all v_v Especially cause it seems like she's trying to overshadow my weekend with Sappho and have our.. day.. be much better. Even though it won't even compare. neutral And she'll probably try to pick at Sapph and my 'internet friends' and my 'weird friends' while she's here. stare And she knows I hate that. But they're usually such indirect, offhand comments that I never catch them at that moment or can't call her out of it since I'm not even sure if she's joking or not. She just does it all to annoy me on purpose, really. And she's told me that. neutral v_v She's the only person who can really work me into an uncontrollable anger, because she knows exactly what to say and how to say it to really get to me. But I'm underslept and underfed.. which means I'll be snappy and cranky. So she best keep the comments to herself unless she wants to get blacked at. It's not like she even has to deal with you all. You're MY friends, NOT hers. And I don't care that I met you all over the internet and that you're 'weird' or whatever she may try to complain about today. Still my friends. And whatever she may say won't make me love you any less. v_v But will probably work me up until an angry black woman lashes out and I I LET HER HAVE IT. .... So yeah.. I'm kinda hoping she tries to talk about Sappho told.. because I will NOT allow her to disrespect my best friend. She WILL get chewed out for it. And maybe after that's done she'll finally either quit doing it or not want to be my friend anymore. I'm fine with either decision, really.

Yeah, I hope so too stare
It sucks more cause I kinda went behind Sappho's back to make plans with her v_v Because I felt too... ashamed to tell her my intentions. She knows NOW of course.. but at the time I didn't tell her.. because I knew she would know I was making a huge mistake. And I found that out a little... too late D;
I REALLY NEED TO PEE OH MY GOOOOOOOOD O___O
... *coughs* Yeah... so.. this is all my fault. I just needed to complain about it. I cannot wait for this day to come to an end already.

Yeah, I know.. that's what.. I've been told.. because if that happens then the whole thing will just be a repeat of what happened senior year. And nobody wants to relive that whole fiasco. Especially me.